放棄宅兩天之後的生活

昨天起我開始到graduate school念書
之前我向Yuliana拿了她的formative assessment (不計分的期中報告)來讀
我發現她寫得真是好

當下我的MSN就改成 Yuli, your essay is definately perfect. I duite enjoy your language as compared with that freaky BRIDGE (寫我們課本的傢伙)

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跟昨天一樣
我在調時差
所以都很早醒

今天一早我換上球鞋 又去了Wollaton Park

時間不到七點 側邊的小門都還是上鎖的

我第一次用翻牆的跑進這座超大的公園

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今天我想來寫流水帳。這個term是國小學會的,可是現在好像沒人在用了。

昨天12點睡覺 凌晨三點醒來

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Peaceful Warrior 1
Peaceful Warrior 2












《深夜加油站遇見蘇格拉底》


這是一部電影的名字也是書名
但我只看過電影 剛剛才看過
中文譯名就是照劇情翻的

This Moment 我對這部片最有感覺的兩個字
但真正的片名叫 Peaceful Warrior
中文譯名比較白話 開門見山告訴你這部電影的類型
英文原名則有更多一點的禪意

以下是我的感想對照目前我閉上眼睛就可以看見的predicament
獻給我正在想念的人

Dear Ben,

I have just watched this movie for the past 2 hrs. In this movie, I heard something quite familiar. It's "journey". That's what you can feel happy, not destination. It's quite familiar because this was what you told me. I thouhgt of the preface of my dissertation two year ago. At that time, I wrote I did really cherish my journey because everything is beyond my imagination, like the whole thing we had experienced together. At that time, I thought I had learnt this, JOURNEY.

But, somehow, sometimes I feel lost here. I am not contented with myself. But, there are deadlines of 2 papers and 4 exams, lasting for the whole May days, waiting for me in the end of this month. Time presure drives me crazy. But, I realise the thing really drives me crazy is my lazy bones. My enemy is "me"self. What I fail to learn is controlling myself. Like told in the movie, getting rid of everything in your mind. My whole brain is occupied by many "shits"(sorry, this is what the movie uses.), such as what if I fail, how my parents, you and even Dr. Lan would think to me.

While writing this, I went back to see the ending again.
The ending is:
Hey Dan( first actor) , where are you ? HERE
What time is it?  NOW
What are you?  THIS MOMENT


*  *

Where and what am I?? Sure, the answer should have to be this moment.

This moment, I am missing you. To me, you are my Socrates.

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The Holiday_1
The Holiday_3







The Holiday_4






這是很宅的一天
當自己很宅又很沒效率的時候
乾脆就再多浪費一點時間看部電影吧

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今天要寫的是一個關於黑社會的故事

哈 不

這是一個關於我朋友的故事


在....的故事

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爺爺的公祭與追思會
今天在遠在17小時之外的三芝山上舉行

我沒辦法參加
因為我選擇留在英國
於是我寫了懷念的爺爺的一段文字
然後
就在這一刻,我也和我的家人一樣:都在心裡,默默地想念著 我的阿公




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Does he look like me?








如題

就是我好想家


從來沒這麼想過


我需要家的安全感與不論我好與不好的完全接受

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Roll Book 2

Roll Book 1



早上八點就醒來
每次睡得很飽 都是因為前一晚喝了酒
滿足地醒來
坐在電腦前看昨晚拍的相片

我忽然很懷念以前在台灣至少一個月去一次品酒會的日子
或者去年的CELE
真的只有在那時候才有很放鬆的心情
哇 那都已經是去年的事了

這陣子幾乎沒喝過酒
因為喝了就沒辦法念書

這就是最近的生活


今天醒來就是我人生的第31個年頭啦


Pull the curtain aside.
Let the sunshine in and stay at my fcae.

I got up in the early morning. The clock showed it was just 8:30 a.m.
I reviewed all pics taken last night and thought what should I do for greeting the first day of my 30.

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整個二月
無論怎麼看
對我來說都是個特別的月份

甚至可以說是the specialest since I came here

最不特別的就是我留在英國過年這件事

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